Low conscientiousness simply means you need to expend mental effort to remain organized or remain vigilant to problems. You will have established a routine, a Herculean feat for those with <10% Conscientiousness And that little success will be something to put your back against. It's not even that I believe in you specifically (sorry), I just think everyone is capable of this if they're fair and honest with themselves. The crucial bit here is that you have to do it every day. I find that it's just long enough that you can shame yourself into it on lazy day, but short enough to find a slot for it on the productive ones. If you're more mental, try to set aside all distractions and meditate for an equivalent time period. If you're a physically oriented person, do fifteen minutes of yoga a day. That doesn't make it easy, mind you, just not as hard as other things. If you despair, your will might be taken from you, and you (we, my sibling in scores, we) have none to spare. Or not, I'm no expert, just a parrot repeating what I was told. Your neuroticism is probably feeding into itself and looking larger than life while it stomps on all your other scores. So, Am I "beyond redemption"? Has anyone been in the same or similar situation? What can I do? How do you deal with a 1% in Industriousness? Well, I'd love to say the same, I'd love to FEEL that push for more than two or three days in a row, but after seeing these results I honestly feel more discouraged than the opposite. I keep seeing testimonials of "I was playing videogames all day and smoking weed, then I sorted out my room and it kinda saved my life". I've started the authoring program, but left if on "pause" for months (to the surprise of nobody). So these results, although pretty accurate, leave me with many more questions than answers. I also have high tolerance to carry on despite it all and show my "good face" to the world. Yet I feel terribly unfulfilled, sometimes downright depressed (not just sad), and constantly paralyzed by fear and doubt. I've had good, stable relationships (not at the moment), I have a stable job (not that I hate it, but it couldn't be further from related to openness) and I'm not overwheight or have serious health issues. Add a little luck to the ecuation, maybe). I am high on openness, but it seems to be useless, or at least unproductive combined with such low conscientiousness, high neuroticism and being an introvert without heaps of charisma.To be fair with myself, I've been making up for these tings somehow (I think thanks to my intelligence, which is not self-praise, since it just allows you to pass for what you are not, in the eyes of others. But man, the results on Conscientiousness (1%) and Neuroticism (94%) worry me a lot. I guess I should be happy not to be in jail and actually have a stable job. Intellect: Moderately High (67th percentile) Openness to Experience: High (78th percetile) Industriousness: Exceptionally Low (1st percentile) Politeness: Moderately Low (32nd percentile)Ĭonscientiousness: Exceptionally Low (1st percentile) Here we go: Agreeableness: Low (15th percentile) Hopefully the good people here can shed some light or give me some advice. I think the results are pretty close to reality and, being in my mid 30s, I don't really know where to go from there, whether I should struggle or just accept myself the way I am. Probably not the first or last one coming up with this issue, but the results of the test left me worried (a consistent reaction with them, by the way), and considering if I am beyond repair.
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